给初恋的情信

这是当年写给我曾爱得很深的女生。。

就算还爱着，也已经没有当初的冲动了。。

也许你早已忘记了这封信。。不过还是在这再一次献给你。。祝你幸福。。我爱你。。

《心》

星空下的星星，代表着我的真心与诚心，
我会对你一心，把你当中心，
我想做你的知心，陪你谈心，和你心连心，
对你偏心，让你开心，为你劳心，不让你伤心，讨你欢心，让你温心，
我会做点心，给你关心，为你尽心，我不会花心和变心，也不是黑心， 更不会贪心，
请你放心和安心，不用为我费心和乱心，我会留心，我会当心，不让你担心，
我有学习心，上课很用心，很专心，不会分心，
我也有事业心，很有上进心，请你不要多心，
我会很小心，把你放在手心，好好的疼惜，
我喜欢你的好心，有爱心，也有同情心，和好奇心。。
这里有很多心，希望能打动你芳心，让你动心，也会懂我的心，
我逃不出你掌心，可是请你不要那么忍心，
我知道我很恶心，但不要起疑心，我只想要你的心

渐渐长大董事

渐渐的长大，渐渐的董事。。
以为可以为所欲为，
以为可以展翅追梦，
可是，
为何，渐渐的，却发现。。
却发现自己的影子好像越来越朦胧。。
影子和大地的黑暗开始结合。。
身体不再清楚。。
有点透明的感觉。。
走在路上，好孤单。。
仿佛像鬼魂那样。。
横尸走肉都不如了。。

怎么会这样？
我们平时不都是有说有笑的吗？
不都是可以谈心的吗？
怎么今天，眼神冷酷得刺手。。
怎么好像有种被套的感觉。。
有人说“被讨厌的人当敌人，被利用的人当朋友，被骗的当损友。。。”
那被遗忘的呢？看也不看的呢？
陌生人吧？

存在感变弱了。。
会消失吗？
还是只是没看见？
低能的我，还以为只要付出，别人就会珍惜。。。
突然想起了黄子华的一首诗,
低能的我悄悄的来，正等于我低低能能得悄悄的走。。。

什么的什么？

饼干松了，咖啡凉了，夏夜静了，星星睡了，蚊子也累了，
手却还在键盘上敲打着，眼睛还在荧幕上寻找着，
心在房间里荡漾着，五感都在思念着，
摔倒没有知觉，熬夜也不会累，脑海被取代，
明知是妄想却还是去乱想，想象的触摸感，让我沉醉，
“不回去了，留在这里吧”。。梦幻般的城堡。

远处的你还好吗？
总在不期然中想起你，
上课会想起你，就呆着，然后换课也不懂。。
用餐会想起你，就呆着，然后食物也凉了。。
看戏会想起你，就呆着，然后戏票浪费了。。
考试会想起你，就呆着，然后考卷做不完。。
严重得。。。
说话会想起你，就呆了，然后挨人骂。。
走路会想起你，就呆了，然后撞到板。。
睡觉会想起你，就呆了，然后睡过时。。
打球会想起你，就呆了，然后球被抢。。

总在想，我好怪。。
为何我会这样呢？
是不是每个人都有让自己呆的事呢？
还是只有我？
只有我的幻想让我呆？
有幻想是好事，证明你还年轻嘛。。大人总是这样说。。。
可是，我的你不是幻想啊，
你是确确实实的存在着的。。
在马丘比丘里。。
总有天会回到那里，
与你见面的。。

the next stage...

finally.. i graduated....
9/8/2009... attended my convo in Wisma MCA at Kuala Lumpur...
wake up at 6am... start preparing... left at 6.30am go for breakfast.. reach Wisma MCA by 7.06am...
ehm... the feeling abit weird... happy yet sad....
happy=graduated, meet alot friends there...
sad=jobless, no more Uni life, have to say good bye again with friends..
sit with them for the last 3 hours in my life.. hehe... ehm... feeling not really good...
dino was cut his hair,
melissa was late,
see shen still so cold,
elsie still so doink,
bla bla bla bla bla...

study for 3 years just for today....
study for 23 year just for today....
24k spend just to step on the floor for 10sec...
24k spend just to wear that baju....
bla bla bla..
that what i heard today....
hehe...quite funny la...

haiz... 3 hours gone...
hot yet happy...
sad yet touching...
even the baju is very hot...
but i didnt see anyone take it off because of hot... heehhe.. good thing right??
hehe....

after today...
i am finally graduated....
have to go on next stage of my life d...
the real world!! i am coming!!!
all the memories will be store in my brain for the moment....
wait till next gathering only take it out and feel it...

done for today...

i graduated le...
graduated....
finally....

see ya study life!!!

the begin...

the begin of yk blogger life,
i may not keep updating this blog,
i may not always login,
but
i will try to update what i do in my real-life out there....

for the first post....
i like to share my dream.

i am an ordinary human just same as anyone in the world.
i have dreams, just as what d other have.

my dreams are.....
own a ship,
having stable income,
casual working after 35. (means that, i work for fun, not everyday work. not 9 to 5... no more!!)
can go holiday wherever i want, with my boat. yea!!

in order to reach my dream.... money is for sure...
how to i earn so much before 35??
here is the list that how i can earn so much before 35.
1. rob the bank
2. casino
3. lottery
4. working

for number 1 for sure is illegal... if i do so.. i can reach my dream now.... in jail enjoy my life....
number 2.. casino... in order to win money, i need money.. only big money can win big money....
ok ban.... cause for now i am so damn poor.....
number 3... lottery.. ehm... i start buying actually... is all depend on lucky... so.... skip......

no choice... only left 4... working.... haiz...
working.... which area i can work to earn so much money????
not any but business.....

when we talk about business.... for sure we cant run away from sales and marketing...
damn i hate sales and marketing.. but too bad is a fact.. i have to accept...
ok sales...
what sales i have to do in order to create my own business...
sales products.....
haiz... sad....

ok.... i accept the fact... sales...
so i search around what i can do for sales.... ehm....
ehm....
i search for quite sometimes...
damn all sales products....
haiz...
i am so upset of it.. i dun wan to sell products!!! i cant form my own buniess with selling products...
so i keep searching....
finally i found a very interesting sales that i first heard of it.... sales Company names.... >.<

i will tell u all more next time.. hehe...
wait till i found more information of it first.... hehe
c ya